Got to love that wonderful Jon Bernie! This arrived in his April newsletter and I want to read it every day:)
"You can’t really follow someone else; ultimately it’s not even possible. A good teacher helps you to find your own way. Asking questions can be very useful, as you learn to simply keep on living while allowing yourself to deepen into the mystery, the insecurity, the not knowing. Of course you want to get it right, you want to succeed, and that’s fine for a while. But eventually that dynamic is recognized as a means of control, of holding on, of being somebody; and so gradually you learn simply to be awareness, which isn’t holding on to anything, or being anyone or anything. Rather, it is being everything. You learn literally to become one with everything.
"As our identity gradually shifts to awareness itself—as we, in a sense, become the light—whatever is still held in is illuminated, revealed, energized and ultimately disintegrated. This can be a very difficult, very painful process, but eventually the addiction or the attachment to getting it right—to being right—just isn’t there anymore. At a certain point you begin to welcome being wrong! You realize that it’s fun to make mistakes. It’s fun to not know. Surprise is a source of joy and aliveness.
"So allow yourself to explore and make mistakes, to be creative and not so careful. Instead of worrying about falling off the path, have the willingness to say, 'I wonder what would happen if...?' I think it was Dogen who described the path as one continuous mistake. If it wasn’t like that, he asked, how would you find your way?"
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